| February 13 February 21 February 22 March 29 March 29 - on the beaten path Hi free e-mail again. So another note.
SUN I called Michal who lives in Jerusalem. I had met her on the slow boat to Laos. She is busy working and saving money. I asked to stay with her and she was quick to agree. Rinat, Salo's daughter was heading to Jerusalem and I got a ride right to the mall to meet Michal at her job. It was so strange to be in a mall again. The stores, the fashions. I haven't seen the trends. I don't know if they are the same in the US but it's big square toed platform shoes, looking very cartoony. I ran around the stores eager to gawk and dream about all the outfits I want to own. But the more I looked the more I got turned off by it all. Everything looked the same, everything felt cheap and then I turned to see a woman shopping next to me. Her outfit looked just like every outfit I have seen for sale, I was sure there must be a naked manequin somewhere and the thing was that she looked 40. Everything about her was from a teen magazine, the midriff top, low rise jeans, platform shoes and fake fur trimmed denim coat. Her highlighted streaked hair and shimmery pastel make-up, it was like she had gotten confused about what store to shop at. It didn't match, a paper doll idea. After I saw her I just went to sit and wait for Michal to finish work. Is the only way to hype to cover any sort of personality? Anything that will set you apart?
The mall was so much like America, nothing out of place, some of the stores I couldn't read the neon signs though. To have that American feeling though kept making the reminders of Isreal real shocking. For one thing everyone sat in the food court smoking. I was always looking for the armed soldiers to come and drag them away. The young people walking around with an oozie slung across thier back was out of the ordinary as well. Michal was great, I stayed with her family. Her mother was a Martha Stewart, everything was homemade and delicious, noodle soup, stuffed peppers. The house was all girls. I felt a lot grungier and rougher than usual. I can't feel comfortable in middle class houses. Bummer. Mon. I was determined to see all the important parts of Jerusalem. I got a ride to Jaffa ST where I tried to find a coat. I have been so cold and I have to go farther north. I am so tired of freezing and I have to wear all my clothes so I really have nothing to rotate. Eventually I found a nice gray wool coat, knee length for $4.
Unfortunately, about the important sights, I wasn't really sure what those were. I went to old Jerusalem and wandered around totally lost. All the little streets. I didn't mind though, it gave me more of a feeling to the place. Old Jerusalem is split into sections, Jewish, Muslim, Armanian and maybe Christian. Don't know. I wanted to see if you could tell the differance. There was also all the stalls and being hassled as usual. I finally found the Wall and watched the people pray. I also got to touch it. Something so old. Amazing. After that I decided to walk to the mount of Olives, not far. I got the famous view of Jerusalem. It was late so there was no one else. I thought in Jerusalem I would see so many biblical sights but I really have a hard time believing it all. There's a whole walk you can do along the street recounting Jesus's walk with the cross and there's a million churches, all built over some place. How do they know? I didn't want to see churches. Mount of Olives was more special. I knew that hadn't changed. I was also shown a tomb that was in some guy's backyard. I still don't quite understand. He didn't charge me anything and gave this big tour. I wasn't missing any money at the end either. Years ago his father was digging a garden and someone fell through. It was a big circular thing, 50 tombs. They said it was the tombs of Zechariah, Malacai and Haggai? No proof though. I took the bus back home. Michal told me which bus but not which stop. Luckily, a lady helped me. She called Michal and got the directions from her. I felt like some little kid.
TUES. I called my friends up north. Elinor who I met in Tahiti is too busy to have time to visit and Noam is unemployed so he invited me to go sightseeing. It was great. I also decided to see a museum in Jerusalem before I left but it was closed. Bummer. Michal's mom dropped me off at a univeristy for another view of Jerusalem. I stayed there all day and worked on my scrapbook. I didn't want to go sightseeing, to go on buses or search for something important. As I finally decided to leave I saw the sign to the library. THAT is what I suddenly missed. Just reading and libararies. Isreal also has a lot of english books. I had to go through all the security to get allowed in. So I ended up at a little office near the parking lot, showing my passport. A guy walked up reaching behind himself to pull out his ID (I assumed) instead he pulled out a handgun, took out the clip, emptied the slide then fired the trigger to make sure it was empty. He handed it to the lady at the window and once she had checked it and done the official stuff she gave it back! Another guy came up and did the same thing. They weren't in uniform or anything. Now this is the sort of security we need in our schools. "Are you bringing a gun into the school? It better not be loaded," I asked the first guy what sort of gun it was. I'm always thinking of Casey's curiousity. He said it was a Smith and Wesson. That doesn't help. I never found the library. All signs and directions were written in Hebrew and I didn't really care. I just explored. I took a bus to the mall and met Michal getting off work. We had enough time for supper before I caught the bus to Haiffa. I was going to meet up with Naom, the one I met in Vietnam. He had offered to pick me up in Haiffa but then I felt guilty for making him go all that way and I took another bus to his town in Naraya. By the time I got there it was midnight and he wasn't answering his cell phone so I decided to sleep at the bus station. It was absolutely empty. The gaurds insisted it was too dangerous and one offered to let me sleep in his car. Now, did I tell you how the IBEX students at the mushav got together and gave me a care package of snacks, shampoos and things to help me on my travels? They also had little notes wrapped. I opened those as I sat in the bus station and found that they had given me 55 shekels and $50! I couldn't believe it.
Wed. I hung out at a cafe, painted a picture, talked to a hairdresser, called and found out that Noam had come down with a fever so I decided to head to Kabbutz Bar am and see if I could finally meet the Martinez family. This time I hitch hiked and got a ride with an old grandfather who used to be a principal at an elementary school. He invited me to his house so he could do his errands and then drove me out to kabbutz bar am. His wife and him have roadtripped all over the US. At Kabbutz Bar am I found that the Martinezes are spending a few months in Tel Aviv. I talked to Isabel and then I talked to the volanteer director here. Told him my story and he allowed me to stay for the days that I hoped. I'm supposed to leave today. That is still basically my plan but. . . I've helped out a little but not officially because you need a special passport stamp and insurance. Last summer when I was fishing in Kodiak I met Noam Martinez, so there are 2 Noams. It turns out that he never came back to Isreal and he is in Montreal right now. I've cleaned the common room, cleaned bathrooms. I met some people but I don't feel like I have really connected with anyone. I miss the Mushav. I feel like a moocher or something. I should have tried to find more ways to help out I guess. I have spent a lot of time on the internet catching up with mail and stuff. Really nice. Free internet is so nice. There's someone volanteering from Seattle and a few people that are now planning on coming to AK. One likes the fishing idea and one likes the lawn mowing service in Anchorage. I got final word from my skipper that he has marked me down as part of his crew this year. I really look forward to that. I'm going back to fish in Alaska!As for now in Isreal, I am seeing my last week this week. It all seems frayed. I wanted to meet up with Noam, I would like to meet up with Martinezes but I am so bad at planning around people or having them plan around me. This Kabbutz is nice but I feel like a loafer and it is more a Hostel feeling than a kabbutz feeling. One big perk about Kabbutz Bar am is that every Tues night and Fri night they have a pub with a dance floor, complete with lights and smoke machines and the drinks are all free. That's beer and soda. This is the only kabbutz with free beer so remember that if you ever feel like coming to volanteer. The money comes from fruit trees and a plastics factory that makes medical equipment. I guess this is a very wealthy kabbutz. I've been trying to notcie where they put tha wealth, the sidewalks are cobblestone. The food is great. The meals are so fun. It's none of this processed stuff. When I first looked I wasn't sure. THere were lots of vegetable sort of salads, hummus, . . . All right, so the above was written weeks ago and I was unable to ever finish it and send it off at the same time. Isn't it great how I leave things in mid sentance? I am back to trying to find free e-mail and believe it or not I found an amazing library that gives you 2 hrs! Amazing. So I am going to do my best to try to catch you up and then leave you. Sorry. Well, Isreal is weeks away. A differant continent and all that. Do you mind if I just sumarize? ( as if I ever summarize) I will tell more about it later. Basically, the people and experiances in Isreal were absolutely amazing. Everywhere I went I was helped along. Handouts came in places that I wasn't even expecting. The best out-of-the-blue example would be when I was trying to climb to the top of some mountain to get a view of the Sea of Galilee. After I sat and watched a little tortoise for about half and hour I continued on my way and stumbled across a garbage dump. I came in from the back and ended up actually having to walk over some of the garbage. Well, one of the workers came out to see what in the world I was up to. He invited me into the office for tea. While he prepared it I watched the swallows flying in and out of the room. I thought of the story of Elisha and about being fed in the wilderness by the crows. In the end the man gave me two baggets and about $4. I couldn't believe it. He didn't even know enough english to communicate. I met 2 guys from New Mexico who were determined to be baptized in the Sea of Galilee. There is a place that is sectioned off. Supposedly close to where Christ was baptized but now it's a waste dump and you are advised not to go in the water. And these two said it was Holy water. Galilee was disgustingly polluted, it was really sad. On the last few days I met so many people and went from house to house, place to place. There is Asi who wants me to do a comic strip in a magazine that he wants to start up. I got to help Anot look at apartments. She was so fun. We had a girly night together with her friend Iris. Supper in the dessert, and then I left. In the airport at Tel Aviv I met a guy from North Carolina, when he found out I was from Minnesota he was like, "Minnesota! I'll be in Minnesota next week!" And I was like, "Yeah? Well, I'll be in North Carolina next week." I slept at the airport, flew out early and had a good many hours being cozy on differant planes. I like the planes and meals and the service and to sit and stare at movies. It was great. I arrived in Washington DC and still heard differant languages. They have a lot of differant sorts of workers there. My original plan was to visit a friend that I had met in Egypt who lives in DC but it was such a hassle to try to get to the house and I was tired. I was also supposed to go sightseeing around Washington but I was not in the mood to stare at white monuments. How differant would they be from a picture? Instead I really wanted to see Carrie who I haven't seen in 2 yrs. Would I even remember what she looked like? I slept at the airport again. It was so quiet and relaxing. I can't believe I am actually getting to be comfortable sleeping in places like this but actually, I spent so much time in the transportation places of Asia that this was really something. Empty, soft music, just still. The next day I was up early to get my transportation. I met a student from India who was traveling and now he has settled down to make money. It was strange to see him all prfessionally dressed and to be reminiscing about travel. That will be me one day. A big highlight was that I was planning on hitchiking because I wasn't about to pay $75 for a bus ticket but as I went through Union Station and saw all the sleek Amtrak trains I decided to check those prices. Two hours later I was relaxing on a train to Charlotte, NC for $58! I slept almost the whole way. Carrie lives about an hour and a half from Charlotte. I wasn't able to reach her before I left. I did talk to her room mate though and then I left a message. When I stepped of the train at 8:00 that evening there was Carrie and her mother who I had also met in Alaska (oh yeah, that's what they look like). I tell you. That is the most wonderful thing, to be met at arrival. I was so so so happy to see them. There is just nothing to describe it. It's too easy for me to start thinking that no one in the world knows where I am. I can sit anywhere and to everyone back home I'm just missing. But Carrie and her mom knew I would be at the station at 8:00 and it was like a big welcome back to America. They took me out to Apple Bees! I stayed at Carrie's for about a week. I had been worried about how I would get ready for the trail in 6 days or so. I felt behind. Lucky for me, Carrie was about as prepared as me. We shopped about every day and still got nowhere. We were supposed to be preparing for the next 6 months of our lives. Shah, right. It was a great hooplah though. There was a going away party for us and her friends and relatives all sang "Happy Trails" to us in a rustic ranch house. I had $350 and some money when I arrived in the states and I tried to invest it the best I could. Goodwill and some used stores helped alot. March 16 we drove down to Amicalla, GA where we spent a night at a B&B. It was Carrie's family and me but the place is like a honeymooner spot. At the restaurant the tables were only for 2 people and all the couples at the other tables stared at us. Do you remember that I was talking about have a 17 lb pack? Well, when I was unloading at the B&B I stumbled backwards when I tried to put my pack on. I did sort of a spinning thing with my pack on sideways and I did eventually get in on my back but after that I decided I had better lose some wieght. Everyone laughed as I took out 10 lbs of basmati rice and left the other 5 lbs for the trail. I left a few clothes and things behind as well. March 17 was the big day. Lots of pictures and goodbyes and official stuff like signing in at the park. Then we were off hiking south down the trail. See, there's a road that takes you about a mile north of Springer Mt. and that is where the trail starts, so to officially start on the trail you hike a mile south to Springer Mt, turn around and hike back North, the trail has begun. Over 2,000 miles, ending in Maine. As of today we have gone 67m. We can actually see our progress on the map. I think it's about 3 in of the 3 ft that we need to complete. Pretty cool. Now that I am here on this computer I can share with you a bit of the hiking. It's a nice little nature trail, well marked and you march on mindlessly. Right now my pack weighs about 43 lbs all loaded down with water and stuff. That's about the average. There are guys out here with 68 lbs and more and some are at 20. Lucky. When I get to Damascus I am going to go insanely light, and start walking on my own. Damascus is about 450 m from the start and there is a big Trail Days festival. Carrie and I plan to hike together till then but after that I really want to get in some miles before I go fishing and Carrie wants to stop and visit friends. So, the trail, you walk and walk. There is hills of course because it is a mountain ridge. It is so cool when you walk along the top of a ridge. You really can see down both sides. We have had some amazing camping sights, one wild thunderstorm and beautiful weather. The first mountain that we had to climb is called Blood Mt and it has such a reputation. Carrie and I decided to do our first 10 mile day over it knowing that there is a hostel on the other side. It was a beautiful and a much easier hike than people had threatened. The wind blew hard and kept us cool enough to keep a decent pace. Eventually the day got colder and colder. We came knocking on the door of the hostel at about 6:15. By then we were cold. But the hike had kept us warm. We were so happy to be sleeping in a hostel as we listened to the wind howl. The hostel was so great, such a hostel. It had that green turf for carpet and after we showered and washed our clothes we noticed a lingering hiker smell. The awesome thing was the hiker box. Hikers are still getting the hang of what they actually need. This is the first mail drop so a lot of stuff that they recieve in the mail gets left behind. I got my 5 days supply of food right there. Power Bars, trail mix, everything. I spent $2.69 for a jar of peanut butter and I made a version of Mom's rice krispy bars. The recipe calls for corn syrup and peanut butter melted over rice krispies but instead I used honey, raisin bran and oatmeal. All from the box. I got a good healthy batch of bars but very heavy. The next morning we were lounging in our socks staring at the TV ( the Big Labowski was playing when we arrived the night before) when other hikers came stumbling in banging frozen platypuses on the coffee table. Platypuses are the plastic bags that hold your water they look like a cathater. Bags and bottles had frozen solid during the night. The report was 20 degrees with a -7 windchill. BRRRR. The really awesome thing was that as we were leaving (slowly) we happened to find ourselves talking to the owner without realizing it. He found out that I was an artist and in exchange for 2 nights in a cabin for the 2 of us, I painted a mural! I was so excited to paint the mural. I'm doing my dream job. He took Carrie and I to Home Depot, we bought the supplies and I spent the rest of the day and part of the next day painting. The cabin is nicer and holds 6 people, we shared it with one other guy. BJ. It was BJ's birthday so he bought chocalate cake and icecream and we lived on that for the 2 days. On our last evening BJ also paid for a night out at the hikers' favorite spot, the Cookie Jar, a buffet. From Neel's Gap we headed out again. There has been some bigger mountains. It is so great, the trail. You meet so many people, you sort of stay with the same group but Carrie and I have fallen behind after those extra days at Neel's Gap. Right now we are hiking with hikers that started on the 20th or 21st. It's a lot of dead looking forest. No green yet. Very quiet too. The bugs finally came out a couple days ago and we have seen a couple snakes as well. They look like garter snakes but Carrie says they are most likely copperheads. Thanks. We started with Katie, Carrie's dog but she went home after about 3 days. We haven't really been stuck in the widerness. We have seen a town about every 3 or 4 days. We're still getting into a rythm. There's walking and a break about every hour. Food is trail mix and some sort of bars. Once in awhile it's beef jerky. You come across people with food they are tired of or have extra. On Friday we got our first taste of trail magic. The Appalation Trail is a whole culture. It's a differant kind of people. I was just talking to a lady today that was saying that there are a lot of people running from life or trying to fill an empty part of thier lives out here. I'm curious to see if she's right. There is a culture of support on the trail as well. There are other day hikers that come along and hand out thier extra food and there is, like I said before, the trail magic. That is just acts of kindness just because you are hiking to Maine. Some people do it as a regular hobby and they are refered to as trail angels. We met up with those on Friday. They just come and park where the trail crosses a road and hand out sodas, apples, homemade stuff, whatever. We got pop. Last night we stayed at the Blueberry Patch. It's a couple that give hikers a free place to stay, it's thier way of serving God and it's such a wonderful place. We just got done with pancakes and coffee. They are famous for the blueberry syrup that the wife makes. So friendly, so welcoming. They did our laundry and we had showers. The scenery is absolutely beautiful as well. I love the trail. You never know what to expect. Just guess what we saw yesterday. 30 Korean tourists walking through the woods. Complete with white visors, cameras and fanny packs. We just stood and stared. Afterwards Carrie said we should have taken a picture. We should have. But I love it out here. The variety of people you meet, some are without work, some are alone. There is a couple that was doing this for thier honeymoon but we haven't heard about them for awhile, maybe it didn't work out. There is a family on the trail as well, 9, 11, and 13, the parents are without work and are just going for a way to pass the time or something. They are called the Von Trapps because they are constantly singing. Everyone must have a trail name. Some people come prepared and have one, others are just getting thier names now. I think I'm Roadster but today Carrie said Scatter or something like that. I like that one. I think Carrie is stuck with Granny Panties because of her fancy fast drying-trekking-sports underwear that still look like briefs. We'll see. There's Pirate, an old guy that looks a bit like a pirate or Willy Nelson, he's hiked the trail 14 times, completed it 12. I thought once was pretty amazing. Oh, there's so much to tell about, so much to introduce. I wanted to give you a basic idea so I could leave you with that and continue my hike. Out here it's all characters. Everyone has thier possesions on thier back and you all have to go on the same path to get to the same destination. No complaining because for some crazy reason everyone has chosen the same destination. It's still early. I wonder what it will be like. Can you imagine doing this for 6 months straight? I only have to think about June 20. Then it's to Alaska. I am still really excited about that. I'll be back hiking after fishing. I am really glad to be hiking with Carrie. I think we are a good team. It's a little difficult because we have differant schedules and a differant pace. Carrie has a torn tendon in her foot. Not the sort of injury to be nursing on a hike. There are lots of people with injuries though. Knees just aren't used to this sort of stress. 40 lbs is suddenly a lot to put on. After all my supplies were bought I had $124. Now it's about $120. I am so excited to see how things go. Carrie has been way too nice to me though. She keeps feeling sorry for me and paying for things. See, while I was traveling and spending every cent I have, she was working like crazy so she could make hiking like a long vacation. She helps me to slow down and enjoy myself instead of always pushing. On Wed. I got to go faster and push and I pulled some sort of muscle by my ankle. Never knew about that one before. It's a swollen bump but it's not often used so I've been ok. As for injuries and pain I would have to really struggle to come up with any. There's the sore back and all, knees, maybe. But it's like, what do you expect? You're hiking all the time. We just have to walk out of it. There's some trail evangalism as well. One group sounds real interesting I haven't gotten to talk to them. We did have a brief encounter with one Bible thumper. Goodness. He was at the top of a hill when he saw us and started spurting scriptures. He didn't stop until he was out of sight. There were 3 of us to witness it and we were sort of stunned. I think it was a little early in the morning to be confronted. It was funny though because not too long after that a group of 4 coming the other way stopped beside us. One was going on about Jesus in his knees and then combined Monty Python quotes with preaching, "whoever wants to pass by me must answer these questions 3: WHO is your Lord and Savior. . . " that was Inspector Gadget. He's traveling with a palm pilot and collapsable keyboard. So, you all got the mailing list? I have stamps. I can reply to letters. I really need to go though. We have 5 miles to cover today and shopping to do. Aunti Linda, do you remember when you and I were talking about using plastic bags to sleep in? Peace Pilgrim had done it and you knew of a kind that you use on the farm. They need to be about the size of a sleeping bag. In the summer I will switch to those but can you tell me what kind they are or could you send 2? Write to Dad's e-mail. If you do send them you can send it to c/o Christie Melear 43 Camby Dr/ Fairview, NC 28730. I won't need them till early May. Noam! Hey, what happened! Sorry I missed you in Isreal. What a bummer. Oh well. I guess there is still e-mail. Talk to you later. Hey Mom and Dad. Look at me I am on the internet! Carrie is telling me we won't be getting 5 miles today. Bummer. Better get going. I don't think there was anything specific. Talk to you later. Bye you all! Don't count on hearing from me any time soon! Love, Rachael
February 22 - still here Well, I was just told that there was a bomb in Jerusalem this morning around 9:00. I am staying at a Mushav outside of Jerusalem and was no where near it. But I guess 10 miles is a lot closer than some of you are so I figured you would be expecting some sort of e-mail like this soon. I wonder if I'll have to do this more often. Sad. Talk to you later.
Love,
Rachael
February 21 - the promised land Well, I just wrote not too long ago but now I have access to free and unlimited internet (the best kind) and so I've got to write and say hi. So much has happened.
I was last in Jordan making plans to see Wadi Ram the desert that Lawrence of Arabia spent much of his life. Emad and I got a free ride the next morning with his brother. So nice. Well, it wasn't sooo nice. We stayed up all night talking and after that we were still not ready when his brother stopped by at 4 in the morning. I tried to sleep along the way and then I was stumbling out of the truck and onto the highway. I had no idea where we were or where we were going. We needed to walk a bit to a bus stop in the middle of nowhere and wait for the ride that we had arranged the night before. I was so cold! I think it's the idea that I am in the desert that really gets to me. It should be warm but instead the wind was just about howling and there seemed to be nowhere to escape from it. I pulled out my petticoat and my sik sari. Put that on, tied a scarf on my head and put on my silk hat. Then we huddled under my sleeping bag. I was too groggy to really care. Emad eventually got up and searched out firewood and built a fire in the shelter. After that other people started showinng up and we huddled around the fire. It's so nice to sit back and just be taken care of. It's really nice being a girl, to be allowed to show weakness. I never moved from the stone bench. I stretched my bare feet over the fire, let them get toasty. We burned bits of garbage and tiny sticks. I didn't think you could find wood lying around in the desert but it was there. The wind must have blown it in. I don't know how long we were there but it got to be light, buses came and went, never the one we needed and the person that was supposed to pick us up had his phone off. Eventually I layed down and slept. I was woken once to avoid being burned alive when Emad threw some cardboard on the dead fire. I used and conserved the heat as best I could. I did the rock trick. A wonderful survival skill that I read about. You heat rocks in the fire and bury them in the sand then take the heat from them. They last much longer than a fire. It was like having a hot pad for my feet but the desert isn't just sand. The sand was only a few inches deep then it was hard packed earth. I couldn't quite bury my rocks and kept burning myself on the points that stuck out. Eventually we got to Wadi Rum, maybe around 7:30 or 8:00. Wadi Rum is a Bedoin village with a few tourist places. The tourist places have a building for bathrooms and a restaurant and out back is rows of canvas tents like and old fashioned mining town. I thought that sleeping in tents meant that we would be out in the open desert. A bit of a disappointment but we were surrounded by beautiful rock mountains. We were in a canyon. After we settled in we went out to see the Wadi Rum desert. You could do this in a jeep for about $20 or walk. Walk we did. You walk out of this sandy canyon and into a desert with huge wind shaped rock formations. One looked a bit like Ayers rock. There was a spring out there where they collected water, a couple bedoin tents and some wandering sheep. And lots of wind. It just cut at you. Sightseeing took hours. We walked from one rock formation to another. Saw another small canyon, they call these Siqs. In Petra the entrance is a narrow crack in the rocks cut by wind and water and that is called the Siq so anything of similarity is also called a Siq. This one had pools of water in it so we couldn't explore very far but it was out of the wind and we stayed there a good while.
From there Emad said we would or he would go no farther till he got a kiss. This was after he gave me his jacket with the cigarettes and lighter. I simply walked away. I don't take ultamatems and I had no sympathy for him. Maybe I was a little mean and he was definately pouting after that but I was just more annoyed or cranky. GUYS. So annoying. I think we were both tired. He ended up getting chills from wandering around in a t-shirt and I was hot with the extra layer but he wouldn't take the coat back. Whatever. I was kicking myself for having a lover's spat when I didn't even have a lover. This is why I don't date and I still can't avoid it! I spent the day and night in Wadi Ram, there was a warm refreshing shower, a huge dinner that I wasn't hungry for, an adorable puppy and more arguing with Emad. I was annoyed most of the time. Annoyed at being cold, at accepting all this help from Emad, I was mad at Emad and I was just annoyed about thinking of still having to travel. I didn't get much sleep that night as well and in the morning I was annoyed to be woken early. Totally cranky. I had too much to think about and not be satisfied with. It was all that dumb relationship stuff and clicking off the time that I was missing out in Isreal. We went to Aqaba in the afternoon, tried to shop but it was hard to find what I needed, I didn't want to haggle and I didn't want to spend money. I was thinking about my lack of sleep and the negative mood it had put me in and how I needed to be nice and easy going for Emad's sake. This was my last day in Jordan. We sat by the Red Sea for hours and just talked. Then I left.
I thought there was a night bus to Jerusalem and that would get me to En Gadi and that would be at the Dead Sea. If I was wrong about the night bus I still had a free place to sleep in the bus station. Luckily I had a book, a gift from Muhamed, to take me away from reality and I read that every chance I got. The Isreali border patrol didn't appreciate that, they wanted me to be worried about thier interogations. I did get to meet a family from NJ and I was able to share a taxi with them. I don't think it saved me much money though. Stupid cab drivers. I put Isrealis in too high of standards. Thier annestars are in the Bibile, they should have a more Christian attitude. What is this? They're trying to rip off tourists? Why?
I was getting to the end of my book in the deserted bus station when 4 people about my age came in and asked about the bus schedules then they invitied me to play cards. I was actually feeling pretty anit-social and had been oblivious to them as I read but I put that aside to learn a new card game and meet some more people, my book was getting annoying anyways, it's american and the author was trying to squeeze in every sort of twisted relationship there is. She covered just about all of them. I like to leave reality for a bit but this wasn't the place I wanted to go to. Hey, I'm traveling, I'm supposed to be meeting people, the book can wait. It turns out that the card players only live about a half hour out of Eilat and that any bus goes by thier place. Soon Marav, the girl, was inviting me to the Kabbutz. "Hey, there's some army guys that are away on duty till Friday, why don't you stay in thier room." It sounded way better than a bus station and I had really perked up when I started hanging out with them. They were fun a awake and just carefree. "Free" is also a welcome word. That's what I did. I went with them and I got my first experiance at a kabbutz. Nothing is locked. Bikes are left laying around. No worries about little crimes. We walked right into the apartment I would be at. I made myself at home and then gawked at the TV for way too long. I still managed to wake up in time for breakfast but I didn't see my friends for the whole day. I basically burrowed, I slept and watched TV.
Later though I got a full tour. THey showed me all the dairy cows and how the calves will suck on your hands ( I knew that already though, I'm a smart country bumkin). We got covered in calf slobber. "This is how we entertain ourselves," we kept laughing. I stayed another day, went to Eilat with Benjamin, he's the older brother of Zev. Zev, Stav, Nadav and Maurav. Those were the ones from the bus station. It was a nice time of recooperation and meeting normal people. None of this love-at-first-sight crap. There were Simpson marathons, I was shown a treat of mixing cinnamon and sugar with yogurt, introduced to "normal cheese" which I have never seen before. It's sort of like cream cheese but sour tasting. Maybe like really thick yogurt. I went to a mall and looked at the prices of hiking boots. It was so nice and relaxing. Hey, at the outdoor store they also sell army supplies, the green underclothes, patches, stripes and bars, etc. Odd. The Kabbutz reminded me more of a resort. Palm trees and the white buildings. Everything looked the same and I was continuosly lost. I got to see a classical piano concert, extra bonus. I finally decided to leave on Thurs. The army guys would be back on Fri and they could arrive earlier. I was never officially introduced to any adult so I got the feeling that this wasn't exactly a normal way to be visiting a Kabbutz. By Thurs I was bored and I was making too many friends anyways, it was time to quit pretending that I wasn't traveling.
I was also excited about travel. Hitchiking is totally normal down south so I figured I could save myself some money. And meet interesting people. I got my first ride within 5 minutes of arriving at the bus stop along the highway and I was off. Eventually I ended up at Massada. It's Isreal's Alimo. When the Romans were overtaking the Jews some rebels went and overtook Massada which is a palace built in the middle of the dessert on top of a high plataeu by king Harod. I think the Romans put them under siege for 7 yrs but there was storehouses of supplies for them to last. Eventually the Romans used Isreali slaves to build a ramp to the top, they used a siege machine to breech the wall and the night before they reclaimed Massada the entire population in the city commited mass suicide. I wanted to climb this and see the ruins. Unfortunately, I arrived after 4:00 and that is when they close. I didi have a campsite to sleep at though but as I sat around in this empty desert with crumbly silage hills and I thought about how I was going through all this discomfort just so I could climb another steep hill to pay some outrageous tourist price, I began to think it was a waste of time. If I hurried I would still have time to hitchike to Jerusalem and spend the weekend there. As I got ready to leave 2 cars pulled in and out piled a bunch of Americans snapping pictures and yelling at each other. It turned out that they were planning on seeing Massada the following day, they had seen it before and highly recommended it. Not only that but they would be returning to Jerusalem Friday evening. Once we got to talking I also found we had the same religous beliefs, all about Christianity with the old testament laws. I was so excited!
From there everything has been taken care of. They took me back to En Gedi where they were staying at a Kabbutz, they treated me to supper, I camped out under some tree branches that night, in the morning they paid for my breakfast and then we drove out to Massada. The food was spectacular. Buffet. Hummus, chicken, salad and I'm sure other important sort of supper stff but I saved myself for dessert, gooey chocalate cake, fluffy sort of chocalate mousse cake and ICECREAM. I don't remember when the last time was that I had such desserts. It was so wonderful. I ate that and thought of the long climb to Massada the following day. I was greatful for that, guiltfree gorging.
Massada was ruins and great views and the steep climb. The climb was about what everything else has been. I got to feel all buff though because Dex, the son, and the only other person to choose the climb over the cable car, could not keep up. We were continuously stopping for breaks.
From Massada they were also visiting a spa beside the Dead Sea. Surgio treated me to that as well. I just couldn't get a grasp on all this generosity. The spa was great though, pools of water from the Dead Sea and the classic mud mask. Covered head to foot it mud. It was great. The smell of the salts and the sufurs was intense and our skin had a soft salty feeling to it. We went to the Dead Sea where the water was warm and you could just about walk on it. The sand is actually undisolved salt and it's about 3 inches deep. So soft on your feet. The only thing was that the salt inflamed aboslutely every little cut and sore on your body. The men got rashes from shaving, my feet hurt and I discovered a million tiny little stinging pains. I coudn't wear my flip flops because of the red streaks on my feet. Liz told me that this meant things would heal faster and I hoped that she was right. For the whole day I only spent 46 shekels. about $12. It was the entrance fee to Massada that was such a pain. After that they checked into a fancy hotel in Jerusalem and i started calling contacts with no luck. My last try was a contact that Sergio had given me that day. A family that lives on a Mushav. Same thing as a Kabbutz. They invited me over for the weekend, another friend of Sergio's was heading that way and so I was dropped off. This Mushav is all the same believers as Sergio and probably me. I have been so excited. Today I got to go to church and see some of the old city with some students that are living here as well.
Tonight was a very odd night. I get my lessons in humility once in awhile, you know, I told you about borrowing clothes, another is when the girls try to dress me up. They do my hair and makeup. Sheesh. What indians do does not look the same on me. I walked around with black crayon eyebrows and blood red lipstick. In Jordan they thought I looked best with rust colored eyelids covered in gold glitter and barbie pink lipstick. Here though the students started asking me about my travels and I started sharing. I forgot that they are students and not really travelors and suddenly I was feeling like I was on a book tour or something. Everyone was asking advice for thier next trips. Prices for shopping, how to travel Europe, etc. While we were waiting for the bus in Jerusalem they were all crowded around me. Actually it was cold and windy so we were all huddling together. There was a million questions.
Tonight it was Megan's birthday so there were treats for that and then they brought out the tape of the Superbowl. Someone had sent it. It was our Superbowl night tonight. It was so great. I was sitting in a room, exclusively americans and we were rooting for a game that happened a month ago, I still didn't know that though. It was so much fun. Part way through it Megan came and gave me a box. It was a collection that everyone had taked up for me. There is airplane peanuts, granola bars, and all sorts of snacks. Then there's travel sized toothpaste and hotel shampoos. All things to help me on my travels. It was so sweet! I might not have a place here tomorrow though. I think Salo, my host, is expecting real company. I might possibly have a contact to stay with in Jerusalem. I have a couple to try. I would rather be in Jerusalem so I can be closer to see the sights. Now I am thinking that I want to hurry up and finish traveling and visiting the north so I can come back here for my last week in Isreal. You have to volanteer for no less than 3 months at a time but Salo's daughter is the one in charge of that and she said that exceptions can sometimes be made. I hope it all works out. Who knows though. I might run out of time in the end.
Another strange thing though is that in these last few days Alaska has come up 3 differant times. Once, when Liz was saying how she found round trip tickets from NY for $300. An amazing deal, once- in a sort of general way when my hiking partner told me that it is possible to finish the Appalacian Trail in 4 months instead of 6. See, that has to do with Alaska because if I finished the trail in exactly 4 months I would be in time to go fishing for another season in Alaska. And the third time it came up was today when I foud out that Megan is from Anchorage and her neighborhood and church is on the same road that I was staying on when I was in Anchorage. So, all this has gotten me to start thinking about altering my summer plans. I will be coming to Washington DC March 8. I want to spend one night there with people I met in Cairo. I want to sightsee for one day and then take a bus to Asheville, NC. Where I will meet up with Carrie my hiking buddy who I haven't seen since the first time I met her at the Salty Dawg in Homer, Ak two yrs ago. From there we will start hiking the AT March 15. I will travel lighter and faster. We will probably separate after the first or second week and then I will hit the trail hard and hike it as fast as I can. The only thing though is that I don't think I can quite finish it before fishing. It'll be soooo close. Or maybe not. Maybe I'll do miserabley at it. Anyways, I think is what I will do is buy a ticket, roundtrip from NYC to Anchorage on June 20. Then I will make my way to Homer and be ready, sort of, to fish the next day. We usually start about that time. Of course, I have to clear this all with my skipper. Are you reading this part, Alex? After fishing I want to go back to Anchorage and work at the lawn mowing place that I was at last year for as long as possible. Maybe till the begining of Sept. It all depends on how far I got on the trail. Then I will take a flght back to NY, get back to where I left off on the trail and finish it before going home at the end of September. How does that sound? I was sad about missing out on fishing this year but if I could do it all that would be so awesome. This is all talk though and it all depends on my motivation and determination while I'm hiking. Carrie says that 1/3 of hikers drop out of the hike in the first 30 miles of the trail. That's how rough it is. Ouch. We'll see though. I just want to find those cheap tickets! All right. I am very excited. It would be so great to make money again. To be in Alaska again. Alex was talking about fishing before and it sounds like we could have an awesome crew. I just hope there is room for me. I just hope you're reading all this Alex.
Alright, so that's about it. I have 16 days before I am back in the States. Can you believe it? So much to do. So many possabilities. I'll talk to you all later.
Love,
Rachael
February 13 - Middle of somewhere great
I like the idea of highlighting but I have really used up my time. Sorry for all you guys who want the cliff notes. Here's the scoop, I was in Cairo, rode horse, saw sights, went to Jordan and saw more sights and soon I go to Israel. Ok? You make skip the rest.
Hello, hello. I am having trouble organizing my thoughts for this e-mail. I have been through so many countries in the last couple days. Or so it seems. So, last contact was London. I forgot to metnion how poor I felt, everyone looked like they had stepped out of the fall issue of the JC Penny catalog and I was shivering in a faded mismatched assortment of clothes that were attempting to look western. I slept at the airport as planned in London, flew in to Isreal and had hours to wait for the immigration. I had so much fun. They grilled me and everything. I got to go to the little room. Cool, talk about myself, convince them I'm not a spy. From there went to the bus station determinined to get to Egypt as soon as possible. I got to feel right at home as I waited for the 5 hrs for the bus. All the people asking for money and stuff whatever. I did feel quite flattered though because everyone kept talking to me in Hebrew. I didn't stick out like a tourist!
I had help from a nice quite guy named Mosha. He sat beside me in the bus station while this odd guy talked to me about boring random things like cheese or something. Actually, I don't remember what the odd guy talked about but Mosha was on the same bus to Eilat and we shared a taxi to the border. At the border I was assured that I didn't need a visa for Egypt so I went through all the checks, taxes, and forms, now I have to get frisked all the time because I have 4 bracelets that were given to me in Sri Lanka, I can't take them off. My hand hurt for2 days just from putting them on. Anyways, I finally got to the Egyptian entrance stamping place and even though it was 5 in the morning there was some tour group coming through the border and it seemed to take hours. Then I found out that no, you don't need a visa if you're just crossing the border into Sinai but if you want ot go to Cairo THEN you need one. So the day turned into a big hassle of waiting for the consulate to open, getting the right currency and getting back across the border. RRR. This was after sleeping on the beech, spending a night on an airplane, a night in an airport and on a bus, and who knows what the time changes had thrown in. I was definately running on fumes. On my second attempt to get into Egypt I met Shawn from Isreal. She immediately invited me to follow her to Moonland. Now that's where I need to be. It's a resort area of Sinai. Absolutely perfect. This is the low season so it was dead. The beech is covered in grass huts/shacks. I hardly saw any real buildings. You get a shack for about 75 cents a night. I crashed in mine. How sweet. Cheap. Beech. Just the recooperation I needed. From there she had all the information I needed to get to Cairo and I was sitting on the road waiting for the bus the next day.
Egypt has such intreresting scenery. I watched it for hours trying to think of how I would describe it. It looked like the entire landscape had been sandwashed. You know, faded. The colors were so soft, like they almost weren't there but it wasn't white. It looked like it was supposed to be Australia all firey red but it was older and more worn. I didn't see the sand dunes like Egypt is defined. It was all rocky and there were huge powerlines winding through the desert. There was no sign of life except for those and tire tracks off the side of the road. Sometimes it looked like a road had been started. Instead of giving me the idea of vast empty wilderness it reminded me of a nuclear winter. Like there had been a huge metropolis and this was all that was left.
Arriving in Cairo was differant. Cairo has roads with lanes and no bumps or cracks. It's all white condo high rise sort of buildings. There were 3 other tourists on the bus and we shared a taxi to the place that they wanted to stay. I was on a differant budget so the taxi driver tried to help me find a cheap place. I wanted to only pay $1 like I had been used to but I put my budget higher and sprung for a room for $2. He was really a nice guy, not trying to take me to a place where he gets a commision. We kept talking about the price but I have learned that if I don't compromise I get what I want, somehow, someway. Finally he took me to The Magy Hotel. There is hostels in Cairo but he was determined that they were too dangerous for a girl traveling alone. The people at the Magy Hotel were his friends and they would try to help me out.
Now, let me tell you right now that the Magy Hotel is a special place. I immediately felt like I was home. I knew that this is where I wanted to stay. Unfortunately the room that I was hoping to negotiate was taken. So instead I just sat and talked to the workers. $2 is about 14 egyptian pounds. I was going for 15 pounds. The room, at the cheapest was 30. I figured there was no talking. You can't negotiate down 50% at an honest place. But something happened and I had the room. Cool. Later I was told that this price had never ever been given for this room but at the time the owne was to tired to fight the phonecalls and gave in just to be kept from being bothered. I hung out with the workers. It was Hatem and Dedis. Hatem was just cool, he looks like a bad guy from a movie but I don't know which one. We went and smoked the catepillar's tobacco from Alice in Wonderland. That is a really fun contraption. You make so much smoke and you can't even tell you're smoking. They have flavors. I also got my first view of the pyramids. They were right there, like they were right in the city, all lit up like a Las Vegas attraction.
SAT I slept till noon, got up for a lovely hot shower and went back to bed till 6:00. Then I got to call home. Yay. SUN I decided that the only way to see Cairo in the time I had was to sign up for the tour with the hotel. $15 a day for 2 days. So that was great. It was driving around in a car with Muhamed, the guided and Ronny, the driver. Yoka was a Japanese girl on the tour as well. That was it. The driving was the best. You know how taxi drivers have a reputation for being crazy drivers? And they are so often from the middle east? Well, Cairo is ALL taxi drivers. Hatem pointed out that there is no traffic lights and he's pretty much right. Eight lanes. Just imagine. Casey, move to Egypt. It's super cheap to live and driving is like a video game. I took a million pictures. Museum, Citadel, Mosques and old old churches. We were walking in places that were built in Roman times. "This is where the Christians hid during the persecutions. After the tour I was invited to Mohamed's home for supper. I got to meet all his relatives and they all sat and watched while I ate the food they had prepared. That was ackward. "Why aren't you eating the meat?"
"I'm eating it!"
"Thes soup, don't you like the soup?"
"I'm eating it, I'm eating it, I love it"
I was so full.
MON I had to leave. My time is running out. I was so sad to leave. I made such a connection with Muhamed and Hatem. Everyone, they were so great. Tea all the time. All my food was taken care of. Everything was taken care of. And everyone was so open. Sunday I refused to sleep. I stayed up all night and I got a real lesson about Egyptian men. Everyone says Italians are the romantics but they are wrong! It's the Egyptians. Sunday night was like one long therapy session. The guys came and went one by one, just talking about life and the women they have loved and all the feelings that the love or the gentle touch of a woman brings. The air was thick with the cigarette smoke and the sappy mushy feelings. It was great, I tried to get in touch with my open and honest side and tried to combine it with the hopeless romantic that I try to hide.
MON was the pyramids at last. This time my touring group was 2 French guys that had just arrived. We had a late start, technical problems with money, ATMs and student cards. Anyone can get a student card here. Another 100 pictures and then it was getting late so for $17 we had a 2 hr tour on horseback. Arabian horses of course. So cool. Riding through the desert, beside the pyramids then a mad run up a sand dune for a cup of tea cooked over a fire. I was determined to be a good horse rider but I just can't get the hang of riding with a saddle. My feet were out of the stirrups and I was helpless. Any little turn and this horse could fling me to the ground. She just about did it too but just as I launched it was like she realized my problem and stopped. I was amazed and pleased. Most horses seem thrilled to ditch thier rider. After that Muhamed told me to lean back in the saddle. I also racked my brain for all of Aunti Valerie's horse tips and I was ready for the mad run back to the stables. So Awesome. Galloping through the Sahara Desert of Egypt. Can you believe it? The other thing that was going through my mind as we raced along- besides the blur of the rocks and how much they would hurt to land on them- where is the sandy desert?! I also thought about my back that was acting as a jack hammer against the saddle. It was like I could feel the vertibrate in my spine seperate as I lifted up and the compression and crunch each time I landed back in the saddle. "This is really going to hurt tomorrow," I thought. Oh well.
After that the horses were all frisky. The french horses went at each other. They were flirting, one by biting and the other by bucking. We made it through the whole tour and then the french guys were off on out of control horses. One guy eventually got tossed. After that my horse started the rearing and things. I was working on figuring out how to control her but Muhamed was right there to catch her. So I missed out on the rodeo. From the roof of the stables we got a free view of the laser show. There's this pricey show. Lights come on the pyramids and the Emporer from Star Wars narrates the history of the pharohs and all that. I was just freezing cold and unimpressed. They should have called it a slide show. Lazers, hmph. I did make one souvenior purchase in Egypt, scented oil. Supposedly it's the same combination of 13 flowers that Nephartitis used. Whatever, it smells good. I had enough time to get back to the hotel and say good-byes before I went to catch the bus back to Taba. By now I was tired. I did get some sleep while we drove on the tour but I was ready to hunker down in a bus seat with my sleeping bag. Meeting characters never ends though. I ended up meeting a pastey Pennsylvania woman, frantic and tearful about all the extra luggage she was trying to take with her. She was dressed in completed Muslim refinery. In the end we sat together and I learned that part of her problem was harrasment she was recieving for being the last of the 144,000 of Revelations and the difficulties she was having carrying out her duty in prophecy. She looked like she was someone who might be sipping tea at a lace covered table but she told me she was half Arab. Definately an intriging introduction but I was just too tired to talk to her without trying to find something to laugh about. I left her to twist at her tissue and I slept.
I was off the bus at 5:00 am once again. A shared taxi into Eilat, and some planning on how I was going to get to Petra. I decided to make a stop at a city along the Dead Sea, bought my bus ticket and then stopped to look at the map. Now, why do I always have to do everything backwards? Petra is near Eilat. The next boder crossing into Jordan is at the very northern part of Jordan. I was making an entire loop. I wanted to cry. More hassles. I had to go back across the border, I didn't realize that Eilat is like a penninsula for the borders. The thing is that Isreal charges $15 each time you leave. I had just spent about $25 to come to Isreal for 4 hrs. I dragged my feet on making decisions. Luckily I found out that my bus ticket was changeable. I'll need that later.
Being awake for 24hrs and having an overnight bus ride is not a good way to travel. I crossed the border into Jordan and didn't feel like going any farther. I didn't want to deal with cheating taxi drivers, more hotels, more people looking for a white girlfriend. I just wanted to be in Petra NOW. So I sat and had tea with the border patrol gaurds. It was thier break time. I got the cell phone number of yet another guy looking for a western wife, I stared into space, and then I went out to the taxis, informed that buses to Petra was only in the mornings. Crap. There was no one at the border, no tourists, no one offering cheap hotels. I told the taxi drivers that I wanted to go to Aqba but they were playing cards and invited me to join so I sat with them for 2 hrs and played an Arab version of Rummy. There was a Burt Reynolds sort of guy and he tried to make a Burt Reynolds sort of bet with me but I just played stupid like I didn't know what he wanted me to put up for a bet. About that time the guards realized I hadn't left yet and got worried. Told me I should leave. The taxi drivers were a bit offended at being taken for cheats. One sent me off with bags of food and another took me to town for nearly $2 less of a charge. Jordan is a disappointment when it comes to saving money. One dinar= $1.70, just like the english pound and I was afraid that I would find english prices. No compromise though. I told the taxi driver my budget. He was flabbergasted but did his best to help. He didn't charge me extra to drive around. He let me use his place for a hot shower, I guess they charge extra for hot showers. Oh, he's looking for a wife too.
I found the Flower Hotel that was willing to let me sleep on the roof for $4.20. We tried one more place. A dormitory, the taxi driver was very much against the idea of me sharing the room with other people. Whatever. I found my place, it was the Ahne? Royal Hotel. The first hotel built in Aqba. Some prince even stayed there. Very impressive. When we came to the reception area though it was locked and the view inside looked like it had been abandoned lone ago. Serious. The furniture looked like it had been dragged out and reassembled from a garbage dump. We tracked down the owner. He was on the roof with the chickens. Spoke no english. He gave a tour of the empty place and offered me a room to myself, seperate from the one other guest. 2 JD. Just what I wanted. No light though and I am sure I stepped on a rat on the way in. It didn't squeak though. The beds were from the same dumpster as the couches in the lobby but the view from the balcony was fantastic. It also provided the light that I needed to find my pajamas and roll out my sleepingbag. Before I went to bed though I went back to the Flower Hotel for some tea with someone who had offered an invite. Within 5 min. I found he was a proffesional masseuse and I was soon getting treatment for my poor poor back. I had been right about the horseride. Once his treatment got too personal I said good night and went back too my place. I needed to be up for the bus to Petra.
Immediately on the bus I was charged 3 JD instead of the one that I thought itwas supposed to be. "Ok, ok," said the driver and accepted 2. I was still annoyed that I paid the 2 till I found out at the hotel later that the price really is 3. Oops. I shared a taxi again with the tourists on the bus, 3 hungarians. Sharing ended up meaning that I paid nothing and the taxi driver even took me to a cheap hotel, Mussa Springs Hotel. The dorms there were 4 JD but it came down to 2 again and the dorm was empty. With my student card from Egypt I also saved nearly $10 on the entrance fee into Petra and as I headed out I hooked up with an Argentinian family that was getting a guided tour. It was great but I kept falling behind with all the pictures I kept taking. Everyone told me how lucky I was, how the tourist numbers were at thier lowest. Usually there are 3000 tourists passing through the Siq- the canyon- a day and it's so noisy and crowded that guides can't give thier information but I have pictures that are empty of people, as good as the postcards. I also carefully selected a single postcard to send home to Diane. I promised to send her a postcard from every country. The cashier let me have it free as a souvenior. Bonus! The guide also informed me that the ticketcounter had issued me a 2 day ticket. My plans were suddenly changing, maybe I would spend an extra day in Petra. I really wanted the chance to paint.
To see Petra was so wonderful and so amazing. I was standing where Indiana Jone's horse fell down. I was where Gerald Flurry filmed a broadcast. I was here! Jordan,the middle east. I met a Bedoin, Muhamed. He invited me to spend a night in Petra. Can you imagine that? To sleep in the caves? I was thrilled. He took me to the sacrafice place, one of the highest parts of Petra. I stood on the altar and watched a spectacular sunset. After that Muhamed and I walked to the Bedoin village. 14 yrs ago Bedoins were still living in Petra but the government built them cement houses and forced them to move out for the conveniance of the tourists. Still, he took me to a relative that lives in one of the caves and we enjoyed tea. Can't get enough of the sweet tea. And when it's made over a fire. . . I was driven back to my hotel and had tea with the group of men in the lobby, another marriage proposal. I only mention the serious guys. What's with this? I also got to hear what the Arabs think of the Bedoins. Too bad.
I was really looking forward to another day and a night in Petra but I overslept and missed my meeting with Mohamed. I haven't seen him since. I also found out that my ticket was really only for one day. I ended up going with Moneer, a tour guide, he took me to Little Petra, we climbed the walls and I attempted to paint the scenery but he got bored and we had to leave. I hate trying to paint when I am with people, this always happens. He also invited me to a Turkish bath which was free, one of the perks of being a tour guide. I loved it, steam, a hot table and I got 3 months of traveling skin scoured off of me. I thought of the hammum in Morroco and missed that. It was just difficult for me to completely relax when it was guys. There's massage as well. It wasn't as intimate as the women in Morroco, they were real thorough and this time I had a swimsuit, but still. Now I am glowing and refreshed. I noticed my toes today look translucent and pink, like a little baby. It was also probably because they were freezing. It's cold here! Windy. Well, maybe it's not that it's so cold but it's that I have no cold weather clothes. I wore my Thai pants, petticoat, indian sari (it's silk and that really helps) and 3 shirts when I went to little Petra.
After the Turkish bath I went and met up with Ahmed. He's the one that wants to marry me. He says wonderful things as well. He knows what he wants and he's honest but I just feel bad that he is so misguided about who I am. I wanted to try and help change his mind, ease his feelings. That, and I am looking for easily found simpathy. I'm terrible. I do think of the way that I felt when I had crushes and it's terrible. I think we have come to a better understanding and we are just trying to be friends. I want him to know who I am and I want to know why in the world he thinks that I'm the one he's meant to spend the rest of his life with. Today we went on a long hike to the high place that overlooks Wadi Mussa and Petra. Wadi Mussa is the name of the town itself. Wadi means valley and Mussa is the name of the spring. Anyways, with his generosity he has offered to help me spend a night in Wadi Rum. That's the desert that Lawrence of Arabia spent his years. To sleep in the same place as such a famous travelor is just inspiring and I really look forward to it. I thought I would see more cities of Jordan but they are north and the desert is south. In the end it will be simpler for me to cross back into Eilat and get into Isreal that way. That's ok, my dreams for Jordan have already been fulfilled. So. I think Monday I will be in Isreal. Hopefully. I'm getting a better feeling about Jordan. I am staying with Emad's family. It helps so much to be off the tourist circiut. When I was at the Mussa Springs Hotel it felt like there was a line of guys waiting to try thier luck. Like I was waiting to sleep with whoever gave me the most. It's so sickening. Get your mind out of the gutter, you people! And quit watching Bay Watch!
So that's that.
Carrie, keep the info coming. I really really want to start with you. I think the fast way is the way I'll be though. That should really work out with the Sabbath and the way I hope to make money. Awesome. We will probably see a lot of each other still. The mail drop info would be great. I'll be talking to my parents about that. And maybe I can get the books ordered as well. I really appreciate all the help you're giving me. As for the tent. . . it sounds good, I think. $75. Can I think about it? I'll try to get back to you really soon.
Hi Mom, no time to reply. I haven't looked at tickets. I should have though. The thing is that I don't even have a week to be home. I would fly home the 9th and back to NC on the 15th at the latest. Either that or I would have to start the trail by myself which Carrie talked about. I guess it would be possible but still.
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